I just don't get it sometimes. My own shortsighted nature.

People mess up, I am a person therefore I mess up.

I go through difficult times but I always seem to freak out a little when the bad times come. You'd think by now that i'd realize that while things look hopeless now, it always has a turn around point. A point that I can look back on and see how that hard time helped me in some fashion.

And still I freak out every time?

It's tiresome to watch yourself repeat a mistake that you're aware of.

Guess it takes trust. Not trust in the idea that things work out for the better, but trust in the One who is leading me through those hard times.

That's right, I'm talkin about the Big Guy upstairs. The One who's in control, whether I like it or not.

and trust me,

I like it that way.